Death

 I want to die. I really want to die. 

How many times I bag you please give me death but you never heard me, see I'm giving warning to you if you will not give me death then I've to commit suicide. And I've no way. How may times I said you I can't live in this world bcz it's very difficult to live here. I can't survive here. 

I'm not mature, intelligent, dishonest. You know that very well I never speak lie. I never cheat anyone. But in my case everyone do this thing with me that's why I want to die. Please show some mercy on me and meet some accident with me and get back your bloody soul. I don't want it. 

Please mujhe apne pass bula lo. Kyu nhi bulate aap mujhe apne pass, please God I'm bagging you please mujhe apne pass bula lo. Ye duniya bahut buri hai. Mujhe nahi jeena yha mai nahi jee sakti jaise sahil bhaiya, jyoti di, shushant sir ne suicide kar li waise mai v kar lu lekin mujhme itni himmat nahi hai, meri maa hamesha kahti h chahe kuchh ho jaye kabhi marna bas mat. Isiliye kah rhi hu please apne pass bula lo ya fir mujhe aensi problem me dala mat karo bcz aapko pata hai mai itni brave nahi hu ki mai inka samna kar payu ya mujhe shakti do inse ldne ki kyuki mai nhi lad sakti to aapko aana padega madat krne. Aao or help karo. Ya fir apne pass bula lo. Marna hi solution hai iska mai khatam to problem khatam kya pta kyu mere saath hi hota hai ainsa??? 

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