Teenagers

  FIRST CRUSH OF MY LIFE Part number-2 This is the second Blog of this story. This is the story of a girl her name was shruti and she studies in 11th class. She goes to coaching first day in her life.  My first day of my coaching and i met him. And his name was Anuj. He is very sweet boy like melody chocolate.  Do you want to know how did I know that ohk it will be on next part of this story.  We are continuing our story. So gupta sir is teaching mathematics and it was matrix in 2nd chapter of maths so I was just silent and sad. So sir asked me what happened beta? Why are you silent. I said him nothing sir. I'm just not feeling well. But it's okay I'll adjust here. And it is my first day of coaching. So.... , sir said o that's the matter. So finally the time is over and we were going to our home. But after then physics class start and i join that class also. So it's the same thing when anuj is also there.  And slowly slowly we are understanding each other. ...

First Crush of My Life Part number -1 It is story of a girl. Her name is shruti. This is her first crush(lovestory) 4 year's ago, when I came in 11th.and I had chosen mathematics for my carrier. And my maa decided that I will go coaching and study and I don't want to go coaching for maths. But finally when she scold me and I went. I was weeping and crying very badly and driving cycle. My face was covered by scarp.  This was the first time when I met RAJESHGUPTA SIR. Everyone call him Gupta sir, so also called him that way. His behavior was very good and cooperative. He was a very good teacher of maths.  And next day I join their classes. I reached their before the time, so I was alone. And after sometimes, a boy entered in the classroom and sit besides me. When I saw him, I was just shocked how can be someone so handsome like that. This was the first time when I was feeling something different. That feeling was unbelievable and magical. I love that feeling. I always see him. H...

 I want to die. I really want to die.  How many times I bag you please give me death but you never heard me, see I'm giving warning to you if you will not give me death then I've to commit suicide. And I've no way. How may times I said you I can't live in this world bcz it's very difficult to live here. I can't survive here.  I'm not mature, intelligent, dishonest. You know that very well I never speak lie. I never cheat anyone. But in my case everyone do this thing with me that's why I want to die. Please show some mercy on me and meet some accident with me and get back your bloody soul. I don't want it.  Please mujhe apne pass bula lo. Kyu nhi bulate aap mujhe apne pass, please God I'm bagging you please mujhe apne pass bula lo. Ye duniya bahut buri hai. Mujhe nahi jeena yha mai nahi jee sakti jaise sahil bhaiya, jyoti di, shushant sir ne suicide kar li waise mai v kar lu lekin mujhme itni himmat nahi hai, meri maa hamesha kahti h chahe kuchh h...